Saturday, October 13, 2012

The Dark and the Darkness


The Dark and The Darkness



Who's afraid of the dark?

Given the proper circumstances we all are

the monster lurking under your bed

a night light for nocturnal ventures

down a corridor you've traveled 1000's of times before

even as an adult a power outage can lead to freaking out

or an impromptu make out session



The Darkness

that lizard brain flight or fight response

not due to the dark



instead its a much more deep rooted thing

buried under false memories

in the far unnamed cortexes of the brain

pushed down- drowning in the well of our hearts

slinking around with a monkey wrench in our soul



inky skies leaving one with a sense of floating

there are no shades of gray

its love or hate

yes or no

in or out



so which is it?



Even at high noon on the Solstice its there

it is the reason you drink

the reason you take drugs

the reason you cheat on your partner

the reason you beat your wife

the reason you burn down the house



Dark skies above portend of evil

The bad guys wear always wear black

things that go bump in the night

the unknown



yet it is the known

The Darkness that is scariest of all

things people don't know about you

things that you don't talk about

things you try to avoid thinking about

The things that are the root of the problem



The monster- and everyone has one

is what sets it off

but the monster is just a spark

the gas can is the time your uncle raped you

your friends left you

your disease raised its ugly head

your country betrayed you



If asked again

whose afraid of the dark?



I'll reply its the Darkness that scares me.
The monster - well in this instance (more detailed account in next entry)